I said: "I want to disappoint everyone, and I wanted everyone tolove me in spite of this".
So my wish can come true in my current condition.
The first part of sentence can come true.
What about the second....
I don't know.
I don't know what I can do.
And what can I do (here is the smokie's song =D).
I want to be nowhere.
Again.
I knew it will happen.
So that... if I'll do something awful, you shouldn't be surprised.
But I think I can't do something awful.
Now I don't know, what for I write it =__=

And for the end.
I had a dream in the morning.
There was Denis.
And he cried because he's so alone.
And I said that it is not forever.
And said that that's not over for him.
After this I were on the station waiting for bus.
And I were scared of two men there.
In the last part of my dream I had exams.
There was really good teacher.
She anabled me write off, but I didn't want to disappoint her.
That's why i hided my cribs.
In the end I failed exams.